June 30, 2011
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I'm sure many of you are like me.. I have friends I have known all my life.. I have lots contact with some.. time does that.. and then there are those who come into our lives when you are all grown up.. those who have lived and who have been hurt.. who can appreciate real friends and friendships.. so this post goes out to all of my friends.. who I have met, one time or another.. who are in my life now.. and those who are not - for what reason it may be.. I cherish your friendship and the memories you have given me, and those that we will form together.
Derin - specifically you.. this post goes out to you!
Thank you for being my friend, being my brother, being in my life.. and always and always listening to me.. no matter what.. and thank you for loving me the way you do.. :) I love you too...
P.S - "my baby" is coming home.. he will land in 2 hours, so you can guess my excitement..
June 22, 2011
I want a solid tan, brownish, caramel-ish, dark-ish color.. I want the neons Erin has on.. amazing..
don't these neons look amazing on tanned skin? I guess this is the secret to wearing neons...
And look how easy and effortless it looks?
so now, I am thinking of my self on the beach, laying on the sand.. which is burning my feet, that extends over the towel.. Gosh, I really wanna be there.. so, I am wearing the neon glasses and the neon suit, and on it I have my pink neon dress... may I be the neon angel?
June 20, 2011
If you are going into a long distance relationship there are points which you should be ready to accept.. like we did. The thing is we spent 24 hours together for the most of our relationship, from the start, until the day I had to move back to Turkey for work. Until then we had never thought about the future, of the consequences of our relationship. But once it was time for me to come to Turkey, the truth came out. You have to accept that nothing will be the same again. Not the converstations, not the interaction, the intimacy, the friendship or the relationship. It becomes another step in your life, it becomes something else. The first week away seems to be the toughest, but for me I think it was the easiest. Because before you leave eachothers side, you play in your mind the sadness you will feel once that you are away. And that actually makes it easier. But then comes the 2nd week away, and then things get tough. You are faced with the truth. If you can make it without any fights or disagreements then believe me a month away, or 6 months away passes quickly. Then comes the time for you to be together. Once you begin the countdown, the last week is the hardest. Because you know there are only a few days in between you and your "baby" to meet again, to be together, the same again. You wait, you wait. the day comes.. the day that you feel you will see fireworks, and magical dinner conversations.. that does not happen. Yes, you probably will have butterflies, and feel like the fireworks are popping inside of you, but believe me there are non when you go to see him. It just depends on you. I actually feel like I am in "love actually" the movie, the airport scene.. I love that scene.. I believe that each first time I see him, we are in that movie. I will be lying if I said it's not magical. Everything is magical when I am with him. the simplest conversation is magical, but I guess that's what love is.. all magic.
So, what ever I was saying, just bla bla.. the thing is "my baby" is coming home.. and I can not wait any longer to have him, here with me for 2 months.. I can't wait for him to be close to me.. I just can't wait... 4 more days..
June 18, 2011
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June 14, 2011
starting a new job (t has only been 5 months) and using 8 days of 16 day leave for graduation has left me in this spot..
but anyways - that doesn't mean that I can not dream that I am those models, wearing Diane's gorgeous garments.. here you are ladies and gents.. DVF..